MOVING ON..

Hahahahha! Yes, “Moving ON”… this is my favorite expression like almost everyday my co- teachers and friends hear this from me. Yeah, uso na ngayon ang pag mo-move on kahit hindi naman talaga naging “KAYO”. NKKLK diba? Well, admit it or not, a lot of people experience this “moving-on” thingy! And of course, I am one of them!

They say nothing in this world comes easy. But what if something you would have never thought came? And it came,too late? I don’t know why but this feeling I have been holding on to for over a year now.. seems like, it’s getting the best of me! It feels so good but then it isn’t right!

I have tried to move on for like SO MANY TIMES but I have always FAILED. Like “ALWAYS”.. It’s hard to let go, we all know that. Most especially if the person gives you happiness. But as time goes by I’ve been seeing signs that I should really let this feeling go. Because I know it won’t lead me anywhere, I know I will just end up being hurt. A part of me really wants to let go and move on. But there’s this part of me that says “DON’T LOSE HOPE!” “NEVER GIVE UP!” I admit, all this time I have been hoping that one day or someday something will happen! I have been praying for this but GOD still doesn’t give me answers.

I don’t want to give any details about this guy because it is confidential. It’s a MAJOR SECRET! I don’t know why but when it comes to him, I really feel REAL LOVE! (Yuck!) In the first place, He doesn’t like me.. But I like him! I LOVE HIM. It’s just a ONE WAY Kind of LOVE. Well that’s life. . . .

Things between us went smoothly, but one day.. things CHANGED. I mean, this Person changed. We almost talk everyday, but now it has been 2 months since the last time. “Deadma” na siya! All my efforts have been underappreciated. It hurts, but I don’t have the right to be mad at him. Maybe he has reasons, and these reasons not I know of.

Well PEOPLE come and Go. I may not know the reason behind all these but I know someday I’ll see the reason why. “MOVING ON” is so easy to say. But IT IS REALLY HARD to do. This time, I will be really moving on. HOW WILL I START?! With the help of my good friends,  Marc, Chard ,Nina , Rodge, Bhangs… etc 

Love isn’t always the reason why my life should be Happy and Gay. I have wonderful friends who remind me that God loves ME.

IT’S SAD, BUT SOMETIMES MOVING ON WITH THE REST OF YOUR LIFE… STARTS.. WITH GOODBYE. XOXO. Rika

Home - Sweet- Home :)

Hahahaha It's like MTV Cribs :))) Thanks for the virtual visitation :) xoxo Rika

Fan Girl-ed over Rafael Rosell :)

Thursday morning, while I was walking into my classroom, one of my Grade 2 pupils said " Teacher! Nigel is coming to SM on Saturday po. Are you going to watch??". "OMG! Of course, I will!" my face brightened up and I wished that I could fast forward to Saturday! and so, Friday afternoon I searched on twitter of fans who are going to see Raf at SM. Luckily, I got to meet Jel she's a really nice girl and she's only 19 years of age (and I'm already 24). we agreed to meet up at SM Pampanga the next morning. We decided to come early so we could sit in front and luckily we did get to sit in front! :) Come Saturday morning..... Jel was already texting me ( I have no load yet) so I flew so fast to SM and luckily I just came in the nick of time! we were the first ones to come to the venue! (addict lang, super fan girls eh!) We got more excited when Rafael tweeted that he was already in Pampanga! So the show started around 11:30 am. We were entertained by the host (impersonator ni Ate Regine V. Alcasid) h/she (hahahah) was really good at hosting and making the crowd alive. (alive! alive! alive! forever more!) after a couple of games.... finally Rafael came out and the crowd went crazy! :))))) He is so gwapo in person and very sweet! :) after his song number.. 3 lucky girls were called to have a game with HIM. (we were so inggit, coz we thought twas unfair .. nauna kami dumating.. so sana dapat kami napili hahahahha kapal!) .. a College student was so lucky to see RR's abs (huhuhuhu,inggit much) and even became Nigel's Saturday Angeline! ( you go girl! so swerte talaga!) Right after the show, the first 20 who came to the venue were called on stage and had a photo-op with Rafael :) (siyempre kasama kami dun) it was only a group picture :(( (at hindi kopa nakuha copy ko coz it's so expensive) he he he Luckily, Jel (my companion) got to talk to Raf (coz she's going to give him a shirt). We had the chance to get to the backstage. ang bait bait talaga ni Rafael. I'm really looking forward to meet him again! Thanks Rafael :))) it's definitely one of the best days so far! :) xoxo, Rika

SMILE

Smile, it's not the end of the world :)Har har this is my very first blog entry since 2010 :) I've had so many great memories in 2012 but since it's already 2013.. I'd be blogging about my present life, but I'd also post some of my activities last year. (Gosh ang init dito sa living room! it is as hot as hell!) so, be prepared for more blog entries this year! hooray! :) So Smile, in everything give thanks to the LORD!

There is Light at the end of the tunnel

I don't know what to say, I just learned that I passed the LET EXAM! Thank you God, For without you I am nothing


xoxo
RIKA

Under A Dark Tunnel

Teaching? How can it be? I was so into writing,but I chose to be an educator? Well, I d0n't kn0w. Perhaps,it's fate. Sadly, I didn't pass the Board Exam last year, and I took an0ther try last sept '10. I'm in the midst of hope.. H0ping to pass this time. I KNOW GOD KNOWS WHAT'S BEST FOR ME. I hope this long wait is worthy to say.. To see my name on the list of PASSers.. Thank y0u God, for everything.

Evil of all EVILS

Some people are born good natured, but some may not always are. have you ever been in circles, where a certain person ruins your perception with others? They've been sucking blood from your thoughts and have been trying to put another data into your brain. "BRAIN WASHER" I thought to my self. I have entered an institution where this woman, played games with her fellowmen. she was so cunning, where in I almost trusted her.She was good to you, when you're around, but said evil when you're not around. Things changed at the 2nd quarter of the school year. she was as evil as they had been saying. She's mean. I cannot describe her more. No words can describe how evil she is.Now that she's used a stone to upgrade herself into another environment. I end up , replacing the thing she used to work on. frequently she visits us, and I've learned that she was questioning the position I have now. I realized she's good for nothing and decided to keep my thoughts away from her. (I even blocked her on my FB) and she has no idea that I actually did it just hours ago. I just wish that her karma would soon meet her. I just give her to GOD, who has the right to punish her. ;)